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Interlude With Mary

Tuesday, November 10th, 2009

That evening had been arranged pretty carefully

by our basement boarders, Jim and Pheenie,

and they assured me it wouldn’t hurt a bit.

We rehearsed where we’d go, what would

and wouldn’t be said, how Jim would

pick up the tab for any food, beverages,

the tickets, and how, if I had a mind to,

I’d hold Mary’s hand in the backseat

of their car and possibly kiss her goodnight,

if I was so inclined and didn’t mind too much.

It went pretty well according to plan,

except I was shaken by how simply lovely

Jim’s niece turned out to be, and we all knew

she’d be thrilled just to watch stockcars

go round and round a dusty dirt oval.

I could tell she’d have a cheeseburger too,

if I ordered one for myself.

She only ate half of hers, explaining

partially why she was so slender.

I held her cool hand in the car and kissed her

on the front porch of the house where she lived.

Mary said goodnight, smiled and

met me with urgency when I kissed her

a second time, then hurried in the house.

Jim thanked me, which wasn’t necessary.

Pheenie couldn’t find words, which was okay.

I told them I’d enjoyed meeting Mary.

We’d rehearsed everything except

how we’d feel when Mary died a few weeks later.

(Published in the April 2001 issue of Offerings Magazine)

Note:  Leukemia. Maybe the second time I’d heard that ominous word.  I was sixteen when this interlude occurred, getting more serious about school and education – I went to a great high school, Theodore Roosevelt in D.C. – and was turning to new friends, new experiences, new challenges.  Jim and Pheenie had been like surrogate parents, albeit country types and heavy drinkers but salt (or maybe pepper) of the earth.  They’d take me, brother Jim, and sisters GeeGee and Bee with them to the dusty dirt oval Friday nights, then for burgers at a nearby honky-tonk where, I swear, I heard some of the great ones, like Hank Williams, coming up or on the way out.  Though I was in the process of finding classical music and jazz when Jim asked me this favor, there was no way I could possibly say no after all he and Pheenie had given me – us! – over some difficult years.

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What I’d Give

Sunday, November 8th, 2009

What would I give to once again

feel that growing summer heat

in Georgetown, walk its streets

in the morning, no one else out yet?

What would we give, Dickie Keyes

and I, to trudge again down Rocky Hill

toward the Francis Scott Key house

ruins to dig up sleepy fishing worms?

What would I give to have to untangle

that first eel from the line, fighting

for its life, unsure whether I’d throw

it back in the muddy C&O Canal?

What would we give to carry our string

of sun perch and fat carp up

the hill to the House of David, sell

our catches to those thankful, bearded Jews?

What would I give to have Dickie back

in life again, just to talk about those

slothful summer days in Georgetown?

I’ll tell you true – I’d give a lot.

(Published online in the Summer 2008 issue of ken*again)

Note:  Yes, I know – another nostalgia poem including old pal Dickie Keyes.  Dickie was for real, but really in my poems a metaphor for so many other friends I was lucky enough to know growing up.  Dickie lived around the corner (another way of saying, on the right side of the tracks) in a big house, had an ancient Victorian bathtub with a wooden lid that folded back on itself, so we could talk while he bathed in modest naturalness.  Me?  I rarely bathed, I fear.  Those were the days before roll-on deodorant, which none of us cool guys would have used anyway.  Who wanted to please girls?  We were big into pleasing ourselves.  And it was great fun growing up in George Washington’s town, Georgetown, in Northwest D.C.

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Stealing Cherries

Friday, November 6th, 2009

They were falling from the tree

by the time we discovered them,

the sour cherries we loved

to pluck from forbidden trees

and eat without washing,

filling our pockets with as many

as we could gather with our

tiny fumbling fingers, always

on the lookout for the owners

in the tiny house beside the tree

where we, Dickie Keyes and I,

perched precariously on laden

limbs of that old exhausted sour

cherry machine, probably as old

or older than its two owners

who suddenly appeared, waving

at us with paper bags, shouting

as we jumped down to the fruit-

strewn ground, getting cherry juice

on our clothes and bare arms,

scampering away happily, laughing,

not wanting to hear the old folks

yell at us that we could have all

the cherries we could pick, fill

the bags they were waving, come

back little boys – no, we didn’t

want to hear it because stolen

cherries tasted so much better.

(Published in the Fall-Winter 2003-4 issue of The Raintown Review)

Note:  Hot summer in Georgetown, the historic section of Washington, D.C., where I grew up so happily.  This was probably in 1945 as the war was ending, possibly when Dickie Keyes and I were ten, the year after that war.  Cherry trees were profuse along the length of the Potomac River, especially in yards with tiny houses just off the C&O Canal that paralleled the river, as did the adventuresome Chesapeake & Ohio train tracks, also affording us dangerous, forbidden pleasures.  We survived our adventures, outgrew our thieving ways, even went to American University together and joined the same fraternity.  Alas, Dickie died way too young, but I like to remember fun times together with my poems.

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Memorial

Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009

Maybe, after all, this is the perfect tribute

to the sudden death storm that happened here:

the shrill sound of children laughing,

though it seems out of place.

I am moved to cover my eyes,

suppress tears, reach for my wife’s hand,

finally seek out the laughing faces.

There may be a hundred,

enjoying this perfect morning,

the sun having risen quickly

over this solemn place and now blessing

youthful visitors to a shrine

of man’s hatred for fellow man.

The children’s laughter and innocent play

on the barge ride over to the sunken warship

make me reflect:  we’ve come

such a long way since I learned the words

to “Remember Pearl Harbor,”

the very same site being invaded this day by gleeful

boys and girls waving miniature rising-sun flags.

(Published online in the March 2001 issue of Little Brown Poetry)

Note:  No doubt my most frequently published poem, a reminiscence of our first visit to Hawaii in 1983 and that fateful barge ride over to see the sunken warship, the U.S.S. Arizona.  This is exactly what happened that day.  More important, it was the beginning of releasing my long-held hatred – prejudice! – of the Japanese.  We were taught in public schools in Washington, D.C. during the war years of WWII to despise the vicious, sneaky Japanese who desecrated our naval base at Pearly Harbor on that day that lives in infamy, December 7, 1941.  We grew victory gardens at school, sang songs like “Remember Pearl Harbor,” were taught not to trust yellow skin.  How foolish, how crazy – sort of reminds me of our more recent reactions in Afghanistan and Iraq.  But war against the Japanese and Germans certainly was necessary.  And it did turn out well, with victory, though prejudices took a long time afterward to conquer.

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Summers in the Forties

Sunday, October 18th, 2009

Georgetown was virtually our center

of the universe since Harry Hopkins,

FDR’s favorite confidante, lived

just around the corner and kept control

of the war spreading out on two fronts.

Mr. Harry, as I addressed him,

looked pretty much like any other

old guy in the neighborhood except

my two heroes, Moses and Ralphie,

both glistening black giants and

the best fishermen on the Potomac -

actually, the C&O Canal where

I’d meet them most mornings with

my tangled fishing gear and can

of worms, watch them communicate

in easy-to-understand sign language

since they were both mute, permitting

me to join their fraternity of silence

without interruption until one signaled

me to watch as he demonstrated how

to bait a hook, toss my knotted length

of line, and settle down for the long

wait until a fat carp gobbled the prize

and I hauled in dinner for the Jews

up the hill at the House of David,

where Moses and Ralphie would lug

our string of perch, eel, catfish and

most-prized carp for the bearded

brothers who licked lips at our catch.

It’s how my two black compadres

made enought to stay alive, buy a pint

of cheap booze to go with their fried

fish dinner, see them through the night.

Hot in the Forties in D.C., war begrudgingly

blazing to an anguished close in Europe,

but I hadn’t a care in the world, trusting in

Mr. Harry Hopkins.  Moses and Ralphie, too,

though you might wonder how I learned

their names.  Ah, another tale entirely.

(Note:  Great days growing up in Washington, D.C. where two of my earliest heroes were two mute black men who spent day and night under Francis Scott Key Bridge over the Potomac River.  Hard to imagine an eight-year-old white kid doing that today.  Part of the growing up process where I began studying people and what made them tick – human nature, in other words.)

Tags: Fishing, Georgetown, Nostalgia, The 40's, Washington DC
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Comrades in Arms

Friday, October 2nd, 2009

– Our warriors don’t start the wars, they finish them

I finally list to a halt at your grave,

Clarence A. Reverski,

killed in action on June the 6th, D-Day,

1944, on the sand below the nearby cliffs,

perhaps on ominous Omaha Beach.

Your sleek, rounded alabaster cross

is one of many, interspersed by the occasional

six-pointed star, all arranged in precise

mathematical geometry in this vast, pristine

cemetery containing the remains of 9,387

noble Americans who sacrificed their lives.

You were a young sergeant from Michigan,

I read on your cross, causing my emotions

suddenly to well over, my stifled sobs

unnoticed by hundreds of other visitors

paying their quiet respects on this somber day

as a pale sun illumines tidy, close-cropped

grass at Colleville-sur-Mer, Normandy.

I collect myself, glance at a cross behind yours,

its inscription reading simply:

Here Lies In Honored Glory

A Comrade In Arms

Known Only to God.

How great was your courage,

how near impossible your task,

how valiant your final moments.

To you, Clarence, and your fallen comrades,

Hail!  I salute you.

Your valor in battle so profound,

our pledge, Never Again, so shallow.

So shallow.

(Published in the June 2009 online issue of Long Story Short)

This poem came to me in a flash when my wife Irene and I made a return visit, forty years later, to the emotion-charged American Cemetery in Colleville-sur-Mer, Normandy, in the fall of 2007.  I was weary, maybe lacking nourishment, and suddenly overcome when I stopped at Sergeant Clarence A. Reverski’s grave.  War is not my choice as an answer to threats, negotiation is.  However, World War Two was a just war, and our warriors, as they always do, fought valiantly, particularly during and after the D-Day invasion, facing terrible circumstances.  You must visit the invasion beaches (or, as the French prefer to call them, Liberation Beaches) and see those terrible cliffs, atop which the Nazis were so formidably entrenched to understand the focus of that vast battle.  I highly recommend a visit.  My hope is to return again someday, to visit loved French friends and beloved noble Americans who made the ultimate sacrifice.  I keep them in my prayers.

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Remembering Georgia O’Keeffe

Wednesday, September 30th, 2009

The flirtatious girls I always wanted to meet

in high school and later in college

I’m surrounded by now I’ve retired

and joined AARP, go on those

bus rides to museums, the zoo,

the butterfly pavilion, tours of Christmas

lights at night, walking tours easy enough

for those of us with arthritis or worse,

the Capitol Building, the Mint,

several fading restaurants not too proud

to accommodate a hungry bus load

of wheezing seniors, all seeking warm,

soft, bland, digestible, cheap vittles,

me often in the midst of loud women

fresh from their hairdresser, nails

sharp, painted a blood color, all of them

over-dressed for wherever we’re going,

heavily made-up, Tammy-Faye lidded,

clothes a bit too tight, generously

proportioned, interested in my every

word, happy I’m back from trips east,

west or south – none of us venture

north any more – and just as pleased

as schoolgirls that my latest health report

is positive, no additional horse pills prescribed

to east the burden of daily strife with

bad knees, weak eyes, runny nose,

gas pains, swollen abdomen, proteiny

breath, sore gums from ill-fitting dentures,

irregularity or over-regularity, the blues,

things these ladies say they find charming, and

I would have lusted for them had they been

so attentive and coquettish in our youth.

(Published in the Winter 2001 issue of Rattle:  Poetry for the @1st Century)

Note:  This poem is the result of a visit to Balboa Park in San Diego in the year 2000.  My wife and I toured a photo exhibit of Edward Steiglitz’s early portrayal of his beloved Georgia O’Keeffe, ages 25 to 35 perhaps, all sepia-toned with the subject totally nude.  A lovely woman, even into old age.  And her paintings I cherish.  The exhibit got me to thinking of all the lovely girls I lusted for in high school and then college but never was lucky enough to lure into the back seat of my ratty old car.  And so it goes…

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